Forget it! It doesn't matter since I had entirely forgotten you weren't part of it. Yeah...it's been so long my girls have started to deypriate in my mind and I am confusing myself about who and what! All I know is that you're still one of them...and..I love you ♥
Ouch! Be sure not to burn yourself with darkness...or books! Yes, books hurt when they "burn" you! However, I wish you the best of luck. Hope you get a bit more active here when you're done. We could atlrast use your opinion or something! I know dat feel for finals...you just drop almost everyone instantly and do your best for your grades. No matter! People understand it pretty well and thou shall be forgiven xD
You must be missing all the love of Spring weather and instantly jump to Summer. Then you'll be like "where has Spring gone? Its too hot!". Might I ask where you are going? Curiosity strikes me xD
Ah...for me...quite a lot. Overal, I am doing great. Can you imaginr how much people can change in 2 years? I really feel so much better...ehehe. Doing better and better with some time passing. I had actually stopped studying for a while because I don't want to end up doing something I greatly regret, which I realized after starting one...didn't feel right. Aside from that, I got to straighten my mind as it was...uhm..one big mess. Emotionally, physically and even my living situation. You know you can't focus or get anything done properly when there is too much of a big mess...if anything, it is exhausting. I'm pretty happy I got to move on in my mind from the past and all xD Will start studies again after this summer since I am pretty certain of things this time. It took a while, but I'm getting there
Family life: it is alright. I had contacted my father for some time period (yeah, hadn't seen him in years). It all happened in a rush and I didn't get to judge things by myself so, aI was interested and willing to try and see how stuff would go with him. Guess the result! I stopped all contact in the end. Why? You just don't ask the only child you have, still wary put for dinner, let her wait for hours and then cancel it. He didn't even give a merry christmas or anything...all I got was a mass message on the phone. In other words, he is still the d-bag he has always been. It just doesn't make sense to me to be so distant. There are cards to send or even a phone number to call. It is not me that has to chase after him. Gave him a chance ane I gave myself a chance to close it. Now it's cool!
Another matter would be my aunt and her family. They kind of screwed up badly by being bad trolls of some sort. No use for a family that doesn't even like you and just gives you more poopie.
Oh...well..this is family and not. My uncle also passed away after he got to healing from lung cancer. His aorta popped and basically had no chance of survival. My mum's best friend, which helped her and her family a lot also passed away from...lots of complexions which started with kidney failure.
Love life: All good, still happy with the only guy I have ever dated. I just tealized it's been 3 years already. Not
living together yet. He is too busy with Uni and me...well, I ain't ready for it either, so it more like a casual
date-thing. Guess my summer where! XD
You know how weird it is that when you are finally more secure of your own things that people start liking you to the point of finding it strange? Perhaps because I am no longer a depressed teenager with literal mental issues (I could have swung to be a junky! But I chose not to).
It's been so long since I have actually talked to you xD
Sorry for the long message ; ;